We only have 14 days left of school yet, but I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything in the past MONTH. After this weekend is over, unless some MIRACLE happens, my chemistry grade is gonna just PLUMMET because I haven’t even STARTED on the thing yet… I feel so lost as to what to do… should I just make up my answers on the write-up? Should I ask Mrs. Grosse for kindness and mercy and plead utnil mine and her hearts content? What should I do? I really am at a loss at this point. I want to get at least a B on this project… and yet, I don’t feel God is opening any doors of oportunity to ask her any questions. Maybe if I did try, I might be able to start and finish it by the weekend… and on Tuesday it’ll be due, but I’m so WORRIED right now! Another thing that bothers me is my language arts/history grades. I have C’s in both. uggh. i seriously want to kill myself right now, just to get away from all this stress… but that would be incredibly selfish of me…

amanda

I Wanna Cry SO Badly…

i’m UBER stressed out right now…. AGGGHH!.

Spring Project- uggh…. that infamous project mrs. grosse has given out since the beginning of time…. –literally :/. I just can’t seem to find time to work on it… like i sign up for days, go in , and my project times are unsuccessful… like today, i went in, but i didn’t even get to work!.. GRR… >…

Decathlon Competition- wow… why is THIS thing giving me stress?.. oh yea… cuz I wanna do well… and actually medal in a few subjects?. like zeke last year…. *gulp* i have competition…. *sigh*.. i need to study for decathlon… and i only have a few more days left…… to study (that is)

Fahrenheit 451- oi… i hate it when i get behind on reading.. –which i AM right now… (i havent’ even finished reading the first part of the book)… ugghh…..

Stat Project- if i do well on this, i know i still wont be able to bring my math grade up to an A-… but i can always try… right??.. i know my question already!!! (How many people at El Dorado do you think have myspace accounts?)… haha.. my THEME this year, is myspace.

Novel Teaching Unit- i still need to go out, buy the book, and read it… we meet with our groups next week too!!..

GOD… i just need ONE A in one of my honors classes….. PLEASE. Please Please.

STAR Testing

STAR testing this week. I like two things about STAR testing 1)Reading/study hall atmosphere time 2)food provided by the class/2nd period teachers…. AHH. other than that, i don’t like it.
Today: English/Language Arts. and Biology Part 1
Tomorrow: CST Math and Biology Part 2
Friday: History/Social Studies and CST Science

Sleep time.
Amanda

?… NO TITLE.. OMG!

ha… interesting day today… SOOO tired… haven’t been getting enough sleep….
-took pictures of teachers’ cars yesterday after decathlon just hilliary/me… fun. you know what i noticed??.. most drive SILVER cars … woot woot..
-ha… mom wants to know grades…. dood… i tell ya, if she emails ONE of my teachers again… i’ll die…–literally.
-77.1% … COMMENT: it’s going up… and that’s all i care about…. HAR… i’m gonna DIE next year if i don’t start turning in hw on a CONSISTENT BASIS…
-got “breakfast” during 4th period… Mrs. Grosse is SOO NICE!!!
-la. i wanna go to sleep… sleep during class??… nah…
-math quiz tomorrow=i’m gonna die…. how in the world did i get into HONORS Trig again??….
-dood… tsuda (sp?) isn’t teaching AP Stats next year…. i wonder who my teacher’s gonna be??… cuz i don’t think i’m gonna survive with Calculus and AP US History.
-i need to do hw….
-fiesta mañana en la clase de español!! OLE!!!!!!!!
-A Doll’s House
-Much Ado About Nothing
-Fahrenheit 451
-The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
-Lord of the Rings
-Harry Potter
-??… summer reading program
-decathlon competition on the 20th.
-CMTA teacher training on the 6th… which also means… 5 more months until my 17th bday… HAHA>.. i’m OLD…. -___-”
-Fullerton College summer courses
-bye bye procrastination…………….

laterz.

manders