September 27, 2006

*sniff sniff*
it’s.. only September and i feel like I’m failing school. I failed my first physics test and i have one tomorrow… that i’m not sure i’m quite ready for…. DOT DOT DOT.
Tonight is back to school night. YAY. -ish. why?.. i don’t know, really. Sorry. goodbye.
WE ACTUALLY GOT HW in LANGUAGE ARTS tonight… now, Ms. Stark says NOT to complain, so… i’m not… cuz honestly, she doesn’t give out that much homework.. most stuff is in class….. so, yeahh… i’m not gonna complain. but i AM gonna start worrying about language arts now,.. because I want to get an A this year…. yup. and i want to do well in writing… so i’m going to be more conscientious about my writing than i was last year…. and i’m going to turn in ALL my homework. :]
i currently have an 88.88% in langugae arts…. haha.. that’s a weird percentage… let’s just pray that it doesn’t go down… it’ll continue to RISE. :] yeaH?

i’m REALLY scared about. physics and calculus.
i totally made a fool of myself in murrays’ class…. so now, he’s prolly not going to think i’m that smart anymore. BOO but i still want to do “special kid” work. :] like writing essys.. and stuff that nobody else in class gets to do. I miss disbennett’s class. i wish i was in AP. DARN.

yeah. school so far.

Something or another.

So, this morning was… TERRIBLE. TERRIBLE.. or.. HOrrible. :/
later on, it got better. calculus was hard/weird. physics, we were talking about calculus, and in calculus, we were talking about physics. howow. good decision for me? to take physics and calculus at the same time.
then, we had a quiz on Death of a Salesman in Language Arts….. i hope that i did well.. i got a C- on my last quiz… uggggghhhh.
i think the highlight of my day was 5th period. we took a test. i think i got all of them… except…. the first one?.. or something… then, after class, mr. murray and i had a very good conversation. ..the girl before me had failed World history or something last year… or US History last year… (i think she’s a senior??) iono.. :/ but anyways… i was asking him if we were going to write any essays this year… and he was like… “uh not really”… and he asked me who i had last year for history… (DISBENNETT!!) and then, after that, he told me that i might be bored… and he asked me why i didn’t take AP US. and i told him… so , yeahhh.. it was cool.

ahhh.. happiness. it’s FRIDAY. i don’t have much hw this weekend. i’m GLAD for that.

-Calculus correct hw.
-do new section in calculus
-physics–STUDY FOR THE TEST ON TUESDAY
-read for history
-??yeahh

I’m not listening to the Lord… and I’m SOOO sorry..
I think the Lord is training me to be patient with the people in my history class. I LONG to be in AP history because I think it would be exciting and CHALLENGING. I CRAVE for that challenge in history. I WANT to write the essays/get the C’s and D’s on my essays and WORK until 2 AM in the morning… I WANT TO DO THAT… but is that what the Lord wants for me? Does he want his daughter to kill herself over an AP class?
I admit, after a week of school, I want to call regular history quits and talk to Watson about taking 1st period on contract… and switching into AP US. that way, I would not be so frustrated with the situation… ugggggghhh. *sigh*

AGH.

Wow. Friday already. YAY.
I’m pooped from one week of school. *sigh*
I turned in my dialectical journal today. I hope Stark likes my writing.. cuz I don’t want her to hate me…. I want her to LIKE me.. :]
SHE FINALLY updated her blogger account.. haha same w/ Perkins. FINALLY. well, they ARE teachers… and they have their own lives….
.. i visited Mrs. Grosse today. :].. haha.. it all started w/ a crane.. !!!!…i told ashley at lunch.. to give the crane to Mrs. Grosse… and ashley did. afterschool, she and i went in the classroom.. and we talked… it was FUN!! i’m gonna go to the hang-out spot again…
and then we were talking.. and she was like.. “we still need to talk about last year… i haven’t forgotten about you…. are you still interested?” i was like… “HECK YES!!” .. YESS!!.. that means i get to improve my grade??.. hopefully…

:].. hopefully get my grade changed before CSF applications are due.. so i can apply this year… ya?? and for NHS too…..

i realized that God has his timetable….. so even though i didn’t get to do the experiment during the summer, i’m getting a chance this year… wo0t. love ya!!

Hahahahaha.

Haha. Second Day of School. :/
Band, Band, AP Physics, Calculus, LA 3H, US History, Spanish 3

obe for AP Physics!! Decathlon starts.. MONDAY wo0t.

haha… none of my teachers are updating their blogspot sites… wow.. i find it interesting actually… cuz they keep talking about it, and i go on and their sites aren’t updated!! :/ so weird…

kendra gave me good advice today. Mr. Murray’s class is pretty cool…just keep on top of the notebook and i’ll most likely get an A in his class…. :] yay.

AP Physics… how did i get into that class again?… wow. O.O… an AP class..

and then, there are those other people who are taking a BAJILLION AP classes…like.. NARA.. she’s taking AP Bio, AP Chem, AP US, LA 3H, and Spanish 3 Honors… along with orchestra… and ?? something else… O.O
and so many other smart ppl are taking like… FULL course loads…… EEK!!

i wanna take… senior year….

Band, Band, AP Lit, AP Chem, TA, AP Gov’t, AP Spanish, Decathlon… darn. >.<

not yet. grades first. then think about next year.

The Sibling Connection

Ugh. The sibling connection? Sometimes, I don’t like the fact that I’m related to Daniel…cuz.. I’ve been known as “Daniel’s little sister” so no one takes me seriously at church. They assume that I’m “Daniel’s LITTLE sister” so they don’t include me in activities sometimes. Like,…. I never hear about English Congregation get-togethers because nobody tells me about them. I missed the back-to-school BBQ and Sleepover. No one emailed me the information or ANYTHING. I guess they thought that I was… not important enough or something?
I mean,..being related to Daniel can be a LOT of work!! and there was today in Sunday School. Just the fact that they mentioned “Daniel’s Mom” instead of “Amanda’s Mom” made me green with jealousy. >[