Blaugh.

Krystle and Amanda have Myspace accounts. WOW!
I friend requested Krystle. Hopefully it works.

Elite tomorrow.
Ming’s CD release Party tomorrow!
I hope someone in my email list shows tomorrow.,,… Mrs. Grosse maybe??
that would be AWESOME!!!
haha.
oh well,… *sigh*
GOOD BYE.

So, Today..

I feel REALLY guilty of not doing my chem project last year. Today, after physics, I saw Mrs. Grosse. Normally, I’d smile at her and she’d smile and ask me how I’m doing, but today was different. I saw her, but looked down immediately after I saw her… is it guilt kicking in? I feel really bad about it, too! I want to do the project and I also want to take AP Chem next year, but I don’t know what God wants me to do…
I think God spoke to me today, also. On Saturday, one guy was asking if someone could be a gay Christian. Mr. ? told him no… and I was confused, because I was like… “yeah, someone CAN be a gay Christian”. Well, I was on Briomag.com for some odd reason, when I saw an article about gays and Christians. He was right! You can’t be a GAY CHRISTIAN. The Lord does not like sextually immoral things, so if a gay person DOES become a Christian, they WILL turn away from that immoral act.

blah HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
nothing happening… back at Elite.
I can’t wait until post- March 10th… i REALLY want to get a 2100 this time so i can be done with SAT’s and live the rest of my high school years in BLISS.
I REALLY am working hard though….
NO SCHOOL YET AGAIN on Monday. wo0t. i’m happy about that.
Blogger beta is kinda weird… don’t ask me why, it just is….. haha.

LaLa Land Lu.-ey.

I’m freeeeee for the rest of the evening!!! wo0t. I’m SOOO happy. That hasn’t happened for the LONGEST time. I want to reconnect with jane. OMG. This afternoon, I downloaded a bunch of songs from “My Girl” soundtrack… so now, I’m listening to it….
I LOVE Mrs. Amann’s class right now…. not only because I have a good grade, but also because I’m enjoying her teaching. She makes us work hard, but I like the hard work that we do. We WERE going to do an essay+test next week, but she “lowered the standard” and made it a take-home essay. I can’t wait until we get to do what APUSH does. Essay AND test in a single period. AHHH.
I don’t want to go back to Elite right now. Why don’t I want to go back? I don’t know, really. None of my friends will be there, and I don’t feel prepared to do all the work that Elite requires. I have SCHOOL ya know… I want to get a 5 on my AP Physics test, but I know that’s going to be hard.
What classes should I take next year? I want to do AP Lit, AP Government/Econ, AP Spanish, and AP Chem, but I know I don’t qualify… and unless Mrs. Grosse extends her GRACE and MERCY to me, I’m not sure if I’ll be able to take it. I also want to TA for Mrs. Grosse….. that would be AWESOME if I could do it…..

eww. i have to take the history final tomorrow.
FRICK.-ing A.
-___-
poop.
i don’t remember enough stuff from last semester in order to do well on the final.
i need a 94% on the final in order to get an A in the class…. and that’s an A MINUS. SHIT.
i failed my math final which brought me down to a C
and in language arts i got a C on that final which brought me down to a C also…
i’m not having good luck this year…..
*sigh*
i hope I get that A+ on the final??? haha..
like that will EVER happen…..

Happy 2nd Birthday Blogger

I’ve had blogger for 2 years now. YAY!
Haha. better than perkins AND stark. BOO YAHHHH.
Speaking of Stark, I got a C+ in her class 1st semester…. along w/ C’s in Crays and Oberle’s classes. darn. but most darn because I’m on probation.
It seems like SUCH a big deal…. i was on probation freshman year….. so… I’ve gotten used to it.
*sigh*
I’m tired and sick of school… and it’s only the beginning of 2nd semester…. I need a nap. or at least a break……
whatever.
i don’t really care.
or maybe I do.
ugh.
I have to finish calculus homework.
which SUCKS.
decathlon is on saturday.
am i excited?.
no.
i’m on the second B team, and I haven’t even studied.
:/
I’m insignificant in this world.
“poor Amanda”

goodbye for now.