my grades are slipping… *sigh*
I only have a 95% in my history class, a 90% in my spanish class, my physics grade won’t move up (63%) and i NEED to pull up my language arts grade (76%) before the end of the semester… even if I DIE attempting this feat. I need to pull up my math grade (68%) and also talk to Mrs. Grosse about XXXXXXX..
-Calculus test tomorrow :/
-Physics FINAL on Thursday and Friday.
-SAT II’s on Saturday.
I hope this all ends soon. and then I’ll be a SENIOR!!! :]
hahaha………

OH My GOSH.

I’m FAT!.. Mom was NOT lying. I’m really gaining weight. It’s TRUE. I just weighed myself earlier… 139.6. That’s 4-5 POUNDS I’ve gained since I got back from Hawaii. -____-” I need to start exercising again.
Goal weight by end of school year: 130.
Goal weight by end of Summer: 125.
Beginning of summer senior year weight: 125.

Now, onto school:
AP Test on May 14. Goal: 4
Calculus Test
Language Arts Grade Goal: B
Physics Grade Goal: B
Physics Final May 3-4
SAT II Physics Goal: 700
SAT II Math IIC Goal: 750
SAT II US History Goal: 700
Calculus Grade Goal: B

http://men.msn.com/articlebl.aspx?cp-documentid=4725715&GT1=9311

REALLY good article at MSN.com.
teens and parents. what could be better.
TOTALLY agree about this one line talking about parents NOT fixing problems for their teens… cuz we need to figure it out ourselves… that’s where dad still needs to learn a bit more about my world…..

I want to get my license… before the school year ends or.. during the summer (as a last resort) a lot of people are trying (and passing) their tests… including Grant and Ashley, my two sophomore friends. It’s frustrating because my original goal was to get my license during the wintertime so I could do my chem project and fix the grade without mom knowing… I don’t know what to do anymore.. I’m in such a big rut right now…
-I don’t know how to do the write-up because I don’t remember the exact experiment, colors the chemicals turned out to be… etc. and I’m afraid to ask to do it again because this time, mom will probably have to take me to school on a saturday, and I think that’s gonna waste time/be embarrassing for me… especially if I see mr. oberle there… *sigh*
-If i DO get to do the project, I don’t know when it’s due… mrs. grosse didn’t tell me ANYTHING after I finished the experiment.. .she just told me to look up chemicals… and voila! So, that, I’m kinda worried about also….
-Then, there’s the AP chem thing. I want to take AP chem next year, but I don’t know when/how I’m gonna be able to accomplish that… Like with the experiment thing, I’m afraid to ask, because I don’t want to be rejected like I did in 8th grade with the honors bio thing… my biggest fear is that Mrs. Grosse will say “no”….I DESPERATELY want to take that class though…..

YAY!!!

HAWAII is in a FEW days!!! wo0t. I’m HAPPY about that…. :]
Lots of stuff happened since the last time I posted…
NUMERO UNO!!!!
I finally finished the chem project!!!
I mean, I still have to do the write-up but, I got the actual experiment part finished with…. *AHH*
I want to do AP Chem next year… i finally realized the happiness that came with doing a chemistry experiment again.
Numero Dos.
Iono. hehe.
I’m scheduling “tutoring” with ms. stark the monday that we come back from “spring break” but i’m scared.. like… TERRIFIED scored because I don’t know what’s going to happen and whether my writing is going to improve… I hope after a few tutoring sessions, my writing (and hopefully my grade) with go up…..

yeah, that’s the main thing going on..

UNITED STATES HISTORY with Mrs. Amann is AWESOME!!! (she’s a GREAT/TERRIFFIC teacher) you know why?… cuz her class is the first/ish class that is CHALLENGING to get an A.. i actually have to do the reading and think about my answers!!!..