I’ve been driving by myself for the past few days… a good, exhilarating experience. :]
I want to join YMO in the fall, but I also want to try out for OCYSO (which I DON’T THINK I WILL MAKE) because I’m not practicing… and I’m reluctant to call Minjoo. But I know that Minjoo is a really good teacher and will push me to my fullest potential if I practice. :/
But I know that mom will say NO to YMO. Unless I can prove somehow that I can handle

• 3 AP Classes
• Academic Decathlon
• Marching Band
• Getting Good Grades (A’s, B’s)
• Practicing Flute
• Doing Chores
• SAT I and SAT 2

3 AP Classes doesn’t seem so hard right now, but after school starts–who knows, maybe it’ll be REALLY HARD.

You know what’s weird? I can’t get into my Yahoo! account. Statistics class started this week. :/ It’s going to be tiring from now until mid-August when the class ends. And the worst thing is, no dad driving with me to and fro…

I’m excited but not for this newfound freedom… only one more week and two days left in the car with dad… :/ scared? you bet. and I can barely park. What will I do once senior year ACTUALLY starts?
I’m growing up–slowly but surely.
I just sometimes want time to slow down a bit though…

I GOT MY LICENSE YESTERDAY!!!!!!
I’m thinking about school stuff now.. :/
that 2.
and then the chem project.
maybe chem’s the subject for me…
i shouldn’t ever have taken physics or something.
Mr. Collins is the new band director at Valencia (haha.)
Sr. Leal is the new Spanish teacher at Diamond Bar (yay. I hope Helen gets him next year so that she can say hi to him for me :])
Mr. Oberle prolly is disappointed with me. Just like with Jared…
UGH.
I’m NOT smart, am I?
Oh well…

A Letter…

Dear Lord,
I’m really scared right now because my driving test is in an hour. I really want to pass and I also know that if I don’t pass, I still have many more chances, but I’m still scared. I also don’t want my summer break to be wasted because of a driver’s license ordeal. Lord, I just pray that you’ll help me to calm down and do my best when I’m driving.
Also, help me to be productive for the rest of the summer and if I happen to pass, not to take my blessing of driving for granted.

Your Daughter.

i just got back from CMO and i have about an hour left before i head off to Chinese class
but the good thing about this week is that I’m going to DISNEYLAND on WEDNESDAY!!!!!
and uh, yeahh!!

I want to skip to next week really badly. don’t want to take my drive test.. :/ scared…really scared